I'm sorry that I've been jerking around lately.it is not because I want to mess things up. I got so much pressure .I need to talk with someone ,but nobody wants to listen.they're busy with their own bussines . I understand that .I can't force anybody to listen so I decided to keep it all inside. but in the end,I'm just ruining my mind. Too many bad thoughts, worries and hestitations. You may think I'm overreacting but this is how I really feel. I'm the kind of person who thinks about every little things that've been said by someone,everything that I see,I hear,I did and what I will do.Sometimes I wish I don't have heart,I wish I don't care about everything.
I always worry about everything.
How can I tell everything that I felt if they never gave me a chance to talk?
