I wish I have a courage to tell everything
I wish I have some more faith for all the things that I believe
I’m always scared
Scared of what you think about me
Scared of what people think about me
Scared of what you see in me
Too fucking scared...
At this time,I really wish I have an ability to read someone’s mind.
Maybe , I never tell you about what I’ve been think about you (no way,haha but I wish I can) but this..
This is what I always think : “ I’m just nothing for you, maybe I’m the kind of person you don’t want to be with. I don’t see so much differeces but I can see that countless spaces that maybe I can’t reach between us.”
But everyone deserves a chance,right? But I’ve wasted so many chances just because I’m too scared and too shy! For this things I feel like shit.
If you ever see I’ve been watching you for so long.
But never brave enough to make any move.
Yeah it’s because I’m too fucking scared!
Ah! I hate this.
I wasted almost 2 hours to write this,everytime I typed something I erased it just because I’m too scared if someone might read it (who? Haha)
I don’t know if you ever know or not,but..ah forget it.
I’m here wishing you always happy,healthy,wealthy and lucky
P.S : you’re cool!
